I went to my therapist today... crying my fucking eyes out about my worthless life and riding one of the worst emotional roller coasters I've ever been on. After she, my mom, and I talked for a little bit, my mom mentioned that I want to get a psychological evaluation, because I haven't had one in a few years. My therapist pulled out my file so we could review the results of the last one I took, which listed my symptoms and said that I have no learning disabilities, high anxiety levels, high stress levels, and that I am highly intelligent... After she read off those, she read two rather... shocking things:
1.] There is a high chance I have Borderline Personality Disorder.
2.] I exhibit many symptoms of Schizophrenia.
...That scares me. A lot. But unfortunately, there's a chance that I suffer from both of those problems...
To tell the truth... I'm terrified. They've already tried to stick me in a psychiatric hospital once. I'm afraid that once I get evaluated and the results come in, I might be hospitalized. Or worse; Locked up.
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