1.05.2009

So Low

Being alone all the time sucks.

The only thing that makes it worse is not being able to do anything about it.

Sadly, this is my situation.

I get to see my friends once a week. I thought that was enough.

It's not.

My family doesn't seem to understand. I'm sickeningly lonely, and all they care to do is either stick me in therapy or tell me to get over it. It's throwing me into a horrible depression. I'm losing sleep, eating less, and crying more because of it.

I'm afraid of being alone. I fear that if I'm alone for too long, the people I care about will forget about me and I'll be alone even longer.

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