Realization just hit me like a ton of bricks...

I noticed that I've become more and more bitter towards love recently. I thought that was just because that's how I am, that there was really no reason behind it.

Up until now, that is.

I realize that I act like that because I'm lonely. Horribly, horribly lonely. I yearn to love someone, and for someone to love me back.

The sucky part is, I had someone awesome, but I let her go like the idiot that I am. But I can't tell her that I still have feelings for her...

Love eludes me still...

That's probably why I draw happy couples all the time.

FUCKIN LUXIO WON'T LET ME RUN FROM A ROSELIA.

...*ahem* My life is boring. My art is starting to suck. I have nothing to do.

/fail.

I'm in one of those moods where I don't want to do anything. Is it just me or do I get like that a lot? God damn it, why can't my life be fulfilling...

This is depressing but I can't seem to pull myself out of the rut I'm in. Why does this always happen to me? Goddamnit. Fuck my life.

Someone come and fucking save me.