I feel really strange today.

I don't really know how to describe it, to tell the truth. It's like this empty, sick feeling I get when I haven't been taking my meds. I have been though, so I don't know what's causing this. It could be that I need something to eat. But I doubt that.

I'm starting to get fat. I can barely fit my ass into half my pairs of pants. It's depressing. I mean, everything else in my life already makes me feel like shit, and now I feel that way about my body too. :\